Be kind, always

Who has our backs?, Like if we are crying out for help, can you say you have a good support system, friends and family that understand and try to help you?
I've recently  watched "13 reasons why" and by the time i got to the last few episodes i started thinking about the people in my life , i was thinking that if i was in that situation  as that girl Hannah , if i would have had someone there for me and the answer to that is ,no.
I don't think i would  have , everyone is so involved in their own lives , going through their own problems , i honestly  don't think anyone would notice, take for instance right now , for circumstances i wont go into I'm back at my parents house , i love  my mum to pieces and my dad..Well we don't see eye to eye ..everything is a big drama and inconvenience to him.
I don't think he knows how to parent, all i asked is if they wanted me to move out , because I feel like I'm in the way , and he dramatised it and screamed at me , yelling how old are you..Like what I was asking pissed him off  ..I've never had a heart to heart with my mum or dad because they don't take me seriously, and the whole anxiety issue with him he just tells me to grow up..What kind of support system is that? I can't go to the people in my life i should be able to talk to and trust..What good is that probably doing to me mentally, what if i get to a point of noone to talk to and hating life that i do something as crazy as that girl, and whos fault would it be if that happened..i could probably imagine he'd say something like ," stupid idiot what was she thinking " as an apose to "it's all my fault"
I'm not saying I'm going to do something stupid I'm just saying , there's no one in my life to talk to about that kind of stuff, beside my boyfriend..He is amazing and supportive but im strickly talking about Friends and family , everyone should just be kinder, look out for one another  how bad are you going to feel if something  happened to them and you'll live the rest of your life thinking what if you could have done something to help?!